The Day Kakak Left

I sent off my helper this morning. She wants to go back to Indonesia as her husband had liver cancer.

I was abit worried about how my boy will react. Was discussing with Gary how we should bring him to my mother's house without him making a big fuss cos kakak will not be going with him. He is used to having her around. Surprisingly when i told him we are going and asked him to say bye bye to kakak, he went to her room wave his hand and said bye bye. I was shocked at his calm reaction.

Went back to my mum's place to fetch him in the evening. Asked her if he asked about kakak. She said once, when he pooed and went to my mum to ask for kakak to wash. Mum also told me when she was talking to my father about kakak, boy boy said "kakak bye bye".

I brought him home after that. Not once did he mention abt kakak. I feel so touched. He really understand what's going on. He saw kakak packed her belongings last nite and he knows she is leaving and he will no longer see her. I always know he is a very obervant boy.. He knows which slipper belongs to papa, which bag mama carries, which water bottle belongs to gonggong, and now kakak is leaving. For a boy aged 2, he has really surprise me.

Put him to sleep juz now. As i pat his buttocks and watched him to sleep, i feel... No words can describe my feeling. Really no riches in this world can be richer than having him. I love you, my little darling.